FILADEVEZTAH ?

I'll tell you a little about ... perhaps many, of the culture of this country, Indonesia has, uhmmm like 300 more tribal and customary, not infrequently wooow that's why a lot of pros and cons in the country's red and white, when I became president of the symbol of "Unity Ikha" Indonesia, certainly not I'm going to lose, which means that even though different but we remain one, but all of it is the people themselves who spoil it, its the same thing as me, but I think I did not understand or do not want to know about my own culture, life and grew up in a family of North Sumatra Batak is the custom of my family, a lot of Batak people here have rules, customs are very strong and thick with 80% adhere to the teachings of Christianity, I think it's good, because they teach you work hard, never give up, brace yourself, never surrender and retreat, but just then, the community itself that damages returning batak own culture, if they think there is nothing better than them, I was surprised and confused pffffft, why is everyone following the rules batak live like a book, it is my custom well, other than customary in Indonesia, as both my parents require that someday you '' I 'should marry hobo, if it does not, your partner must follow our customary for the wedding ceremony and gave him a surname , like my name, this is only true if I were in Indonesia, from here I started to feel anxious, what if one day I was married to the Dutch, waaaah "like I was so sure yaa" indeed! I already have a principle for it, although I'll never know it's going to happen or not, but I'm determined, and I also promised to myself, I do not want to marry Indonesian people, why? I do not feel comfortable or happy with them, not for more than just a friend, I'm just happy to close to them as friends and nothing more stories, they are difficult to accept a woman who has a lot of experience heavy "my example" lol. If this is the one day I did not get my wish, I will live my life as usual, and just enjoy the quiet, never follow what people say, if you are required to be someone else, I want to keep being myself, determination, frontal "honest", do not want backed up, follow your heart of myself, I am quite happy with it, because I have a little thing I believe will be the big thing will be, I really dreamed of having a baby mix, but if later I do not husband has blonde how? I was really confused, because they do not like the marriage thing seems, just have fun and live TV, one day when I was alone and did not get this wish, I want to adopt a baby, I wanted to go round the world alone, Haaaa? what it is! it is so easy to talk about, I do not have anything, after college I would go to the country ushakan my dream, "Dutch"! do not know why I really liked it, although I know, there are not many men as I expected, maybe 1:1000. But I know they love the culture, I was hoping someone would later understand and follow my tradition, to just qualify her to marry me, aaaaaaaaaaaaa gosh, it's overwhelming level of my imagination, but in this world nothing is impossible, if indeed God sudan act, but no one will know one's destiny, I am also confused by what I'm telling you, talk about the future review, I was not concerned anymore with the current mature socially, I just think positive, I want to get serious, I did not want to play games, that's me. My parents should not force me to follow their rules, I've quit my dream job as an artist, because my father never let me attend the school, enough, I was resigned when it did not I get, maybe I can just enjoy the art in heart lol, I have obeyed daridulu one thing I dreamed about, but will never be one artist, all things with the art my second life, I have lost and may be too late for my second life, but I do not want to and I seem to have fight, if the first life I was not allowed anymore, I want to marry someone that I choose, which I really love, not what my parents wanted, if they insist, I probably will not ever want to, because Indonesia has a cultural mostly to match? son, really disgusting! lol because this is not the old days anymore, still follow what my heart says.

That's all!

I wrote this story a day after my birthday this year and I uploaded 8 days before 2013 lol!

26-05-2012